The One

Everybody has that one person in there life that they could not do without. It could be a parent, a sibling, or just a friend. For me I have multiple people in my life that if something was to happen to them i don't know what I would do. These are the people in your life that you care about the most. You would do anything for them and they would do the same for you. You can being do nothing and still have a good time. These are the people that make life worth living...

Fears

I'm afraid of failing, not succeeding, and not pushing myself to my full potential.
Im afraid of saying what I think because i dont want to be made fun of.
Im afraid of what people think and what they think of me.
Im afraid of meeting new people and making new friends.
Im afraid of loosing someone I love, of feeling that emptyness without them.
Im afriad of being told no, of someone telling me I cant do something.
Im afraid of the future, not knowing whats going to happen next.
Im afraid of leaving you.
Im afraid of not getting good grades.
Im afraid of dissapointing others.
Im afraid of growing up, not seeing your friends everyday, and not knowing whats gonna happen next.
Im afraid of change.

How old am I

I think that everyone sometimes has to ask themselves...how old am I
I am 18 years old. Now a legal adult. Responsible for myself and for all my actions. Everyday I go to school, come home from school for an hour or so then leave again. And don't usually come back home till somewhere around 8 30 then have to do somewhere around an hour of homework.

What happened? I can still remember the days when Ill I had to do was wake up and lay back down at night. A life with no worries, no responsibilities. All i had to worry about was when to be home for dinner or the occasional chours here and there. Its weird how when i was younger i dreamed of what it would be like to be in high school....

Thinkin about you

Im thinkin about you like football players think about scoring
like the the score shows whos winning
and how the winners get that feeling
Im thinking about you how the sun thinks about rising
and how models think about sun taning

Im thinkin about you how presents think about christmas
and how christmas thinks about snowing
like snowing thinks about skining and how skining thinks about water but it has to be summer

Im thinking about you like pizza thinks about the dough
and the sauce and the toppings but only the good ones though
Im thinking about you like angels think about falling
did it hurt
when you fell from heaven
Im thinking about you like the grass thinks about growing, and the flowers think about blooming, Im thinking about you like the water that keeps these things growing
Im thinking about you...

What to do/What not to do

At Lone Peak High School there is a invisible book of rules that you must obey or face the consequences. Students get caught up in trying to do what others want them to. Not what they want to do. Kids will change how they act just so they can feel "in" or a part of the group. People will do anything to feel like they are apart of something. Even if it mean hurting themselves or others around them. People will make fun of somebody just so they can get a few laughs and make themsleves feel better.

I think that we should get rid of these invisible rules and live and act how we want. And not worry what people think of us.

What is Love

What is Love?

Love is working at something even though the end result may not be what you want it to be. Love is putting in your full effort. Love is a commitment. Love can be the best / worst feeling you can experiance. Love is waking up knowing something or someone is waiting for you.

Love is what you want it to be...